Today's Good Friday

the Lord Jesus has sacrificed himself to save us from our sins

this is the day for us to remember the Lord Jesus for what he has done for us

yesterday i came home late and was busy... came hoem and have to get ready to go tuition and so not much time left for me to do anything at home... but i took some pictures yesterday in school and i have some veri cute pics which i have taken at my grandma house on sunday...

look! Qian Ying's new pets!!! ANTS!!!

aren't this two kids cute? thee're mygrandma's neighbours... one is call xiang xiang(the younger one) and the other called yaoyao(the elder one)

Oh... we came out of their house and he started crying... got to leave cause i got to go home.. he dun wan us to leave... he keeps on say "mai mai"(in hokkien dun wan dun wan)... i told him that i have to go home so that i can print these pics and then he stop crying... die liao... have to go and print all these pics for him... HAIZ...

Tmr will be our school sports day... sianz... i dun wan to go... nvm... i will listen to music... heehee... got to go... bloggy again tmr...

today morning woke up and heard my mum say wan go see the renovation so i tagged along... i finally got a chance to go in and view the house... take a look at the photos bah...

1. my toilet 2.my living room 3.my balcony 4.my kitchen

5.my to-be dining room 6.my bro's room 7.my room

8.my room again 9.a pile of dust at the kitchen

dunno when can these works be completed... i can't wait to fill up the place with new furniture and stuffs...

it has been a boring day cause i morning go tuition den afternoon came home nothing to do den slack and watch video lor... went to NTUC to get goodies to fill my stomach (think i will get fatter and fatter by day at this rate i'm eating but my mum say i too skinny lerh...) thats not the point... the thing is i still haven't complete my holiday HWs... dun care lerh la... at most kana scolding onli...

weather this few days also sok sok one... suddenly warm suddenly veri windy untill my WS all fly everyhere... dunno at night should wear what to sleep so that its suitable...

Its gonna easter day and good friday soon but before that have to go for school sports day... not taking part in any event but still have to go "support" my house mates who are competing... never mind anyway JIA YOU for the training must win something hor...!

okay!! thats all for today... will try to get some update on my house renovation tmr...
NITEZ!...

Today went to take a look at my house which is under renovation...
piles of tiles and sand at the living room...



i wanted to go in and see but i dun have the key to the lock...
feel like i kana locked outside my own house... Haiz
heard from my mum that this renovation will end around april may... can't wait to see the new look...
i'm gonna have my own room and a toilet which look like the one at the hotel...
Veri nice balcony i heard too...
best of all i gonna have a new kitchen where i can do all my cooking and baking experiments...
YEEPEE!!!

iit has been a long tiime since i last came to update my blog... thinking to change my blog skiin... yesterday was the last day of my Chinese Dance Day camp 2008. Was quite fun but some parts quite tiring and sad... got angry at some part too... iit was heart breaking la... the juniors dun wan to cooperate at sometimes and got so happy when we say they can do their own things.... at least say something better like ask permission to play own game rather than wait for as to say den they cheer marh.... very heart breaking to all the instructors who crack their brain to think of games leh... but overall it was a very fun camp because the instructors did a very good job (Lina, BeeHoon, Ying, Karen, June, ShunAn, Charlton, QingHui, PeiYu, PeiQi, WeeNee, Habibah, Chak Pan, Hanqi, BaoShen and Miie)....

this would be my last year and second last month in chinese dance as a chairlady... i would be very sad to leave them... and so i'll make full use of my time with them...

O'level is on the way and the stress is killing me... i wan to fly out from here and enjoy a carefree life but without certificates i will never fullfill my dream so i have to work verii hard to achieve it... JIAYOU!!! because of this aim... anyone who wan ask me out sorry if i reject the offer.... ask me out for group study maybe still can... Sorry huh guys..,

here's a little hint to all who are under the stress of study...
JUST SMILE A LITTLE AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN'T COMPLETE! (translated)

today is already the 3rd day of chinese new year... wishing all my friends a happy chinese new year... know it's a bit late but never mind right?...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2008!!!

Its gonna chinese new year soon and i damn look forward to it cause it is when i can eat lots and lots of cookies and receive lots and lots of ang pao but the best thing is, there will not be school for a few days and tat means i can play all day and sleep late too!!! YAY!!! life after school reopen was slightly better when there was a long holiday cause at least there is work for me to do and get busy with but not too fun when the homeworkd are so difficult and i dunno how to do... got so fustrated untill now still go homework haven't finish.... i just can understand why secondary school work must be so tough... i got so tired that i fell ill and didn't go school yesterday, making it worse when i went to school today and there are so much things for me to do... but never mind at least chinese new year is coming a that means i will be getting a break soon... okay!!! i'll rite till here will update more info on my chinese new year schedule soon... bb for now!!! :)

its a long time i didn't post any... i know this should be posted maybe a week ago but i'm going to say it today...

BELATED HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!

its a new year ahead so i'm going to have some new year resolutions...

first, i'm going to study very hard this year to make sure i am able to get good results and get to a school of choice next year because this year would be my crucial year which is the O'level year...

second, i want to live everyday of my life happily with no worries which i know might not be to possibe so i think if i can pass everyday and everything with a smile would be good enough...

third, i as the dance chairlady, want to bring the dance club to the highest at achieving better goals and results. i know that last years SYF bronze award wasn't a good achieve as it was a drop from the last time witch is a bronze but i know that all the dancers have done their best and no matter what award we have acheived, the team spirit and the effort that have been given by the dancers are already the best award!!!

fourth, i hope that no matter what CCA we are in, we would not look down on the other CCAs but give our full support in the competitions that they are facing... so i would here congrats all the uniform groups for helping the school achieve many medals and awards.

fifth, although chinese dance might be looked down by many, but i will not give up thiss CCA nor any of my fellow dancers because i know and believe that someday, we will achieve our goal and would let those that looked down on us know that we are not as bad as they think. Achieving a Bronze from a Silver isn't a bad thing, as least we have put in our effort and done our best and i belief that there are still space for improvement and to prove others wrong.

sixth, make more friends

seventh, A HAPPY NEW YEAR AHEAD!!! :)

Christmas is near the corner!!! how many days more? lets see.... erm 6 more days to christmas!!!

long time no time to come and post something le.... was busy at school for marketing for the past weeks and got to do alot of school work plus projects and go for tuitions... finally now can relax for more days in a week le just have to go for tuition and the rest of the time is totally free... yay!!!! wondering what i would get for christmas this year -- hope is something that i would most probably want and not those that i already have and got no use in the end also give other people if not throw away... now i would put most of my time planning for my new bedroom which would be finisheg probably by june 2008 and i can't wait for it to be completed as i have always longed to have a room to myself and now i finally could have one so i must plan how i would decorate my personal bedroom... not much to tok about now cause about time to off computer le so maybe post on what happened during marketing day on next post? gtg...bb

wth!!! i damn pissed of sia!!! kana insulted!!! why must my life be so miserable? y must i go through all this that is unnecessary? can't i just live a peaceful life woth no homeworks and exams to worry and nothing else to bother abt!!! i wan a new lease of life where i can plan whatever i wan in it!!! LORD!!! SAVE ME!!! For now i can onli try to concentrate on my studies as far as possible and do whatever i can to compensate myself. no one compensate me den i'll do it myself and my way!!! i would try to make myself as happy as possible so as not to let myself down!!! wat a terrible weekend including today!!!

today didn't have much fun too... study study and still study but we had 2 free periods because mr tan never come. he sick..poor think must pray and wish that he would recover ok? he is a very good teacher i can say... but today feel quite a little bit cheated la cause i waited for that damn zhou for like 1 hour than and i msg her plus call her so many time no reply and even hang up my phone later after 1 hour than she call back say cause our dear Mr Lau wanted to go out to eat like farewell lunch la than she went and forget to msg me abt it... made me wait at the dance rm like some can of a stupid idoit nothing to do leh!!! i was hungry bu then also lor!!! so angry!!! haiz but nevermind all this torturing lessons and get cheated my teacher will all come to an end so i will close one eyes and continue to walk down their pathway to success!!! so... JIAYOU!!!

its another long day today... usually our class can go back the earliest one but today have to stay till 2 and C class got to go home first...haiz... tiring sia why must have extended curriculum? i wan holiday so tat can relax more and have a more relaxed heart to go for o levels next year mah... now so tiring where got the heart and mind to study at home when got free time all the free time surely wan to go play liao ma... lik tat then later parents nag say we always play never study... who's fault? our fault huh?.... wan go out play with friends also cannot liao la in the end... people tomorrow go sentosa play with friends from OBS i got to go out with my parents not fair sia... evrytime say never gib my father time who say so? everytime we free he cannot go out than we go ourself when he free we not free he say must make time for him... where got lik this one?... i dun care liao my class chalet BBQ i wan to go and i wan my mum to pay for the expenses... take it as my reward for 'accompany' my dad la... everytime go out with him onli sit down there listen to him tok to his friend, we this kids also got nothing to do very boring leh... must think about us ma always go to those place where the adults can sit down and tok their stuff but the kids got nothing to do there unfair sia!!!! all i wish now is free time to do things on my own free will!!!!

It's the third day back at singapore from the OBS trip to pulau ubin le. SO SO miss the new frenz i have made during that seems long but short five days camp. Today got to go back to school to continue with that stupid extended curriculum and have to study study andstudy non stop again untill 2 weeks later than finally going to be our real holiday leh. no much difference from primary school this yr lor--end abt same time for holiday lor...no fun. Haiz.... but damn funny today sia. went back school all kana become brown people den our classmates over there say the guys lik change liao let me think of a word to describe them... eh.... ah "chaota" haha... some them eager la wear the OBS shirts liao. Pei Zhen still cannot get over the "yoz" thing and whenever she sees me will damn high then short "yoz" with the action which can say is Washington's motto la... All of us couldn't help but to miss all the AI friends me have made during the camp. we all can't wait for the gathering that is still being organised. Hope that everyone including me can turn up la... i still dunno myself cause i might have something on so must see first lor but hope can go. sentosa leh~very long never go liao by the way haha...3 days onli but feel lik long time no see le. must keep in contact sia... call... msg... anything la. it would be another day tmr.

OBS Camp [Journal]

29/10 Monday

Today was the first day we reach pulau ubin OBS camp. It was exciting and interesting as our school for this 5 days 4 nights camp. We played many interesting games like human tangeling, "grass and wind" game which is the trust fall. I have learnt that for whatever we do, we have to plan and discuss among team members and to trust among team mates when we are in our team mates when we are in a team. Another game are activity in specific is the belaying game where we are taughts about trust again. The activities are fun and interesting but tiring. In camps, trust is very important between team mates during a camp. I definitely enjoyed the activities& made alot of friends.

30/10 Tuesday

Today was the second day of the OBS course and i'm very excited about the activities we're going to have for the day. we are told that we are going kayaking after lunch and therfore in morning we had high element activities. The high element activitiy was fun and wonderful as it is the first time i'm having a buddy climb with my friend pei zhen. She was a good partner although she was scared halfway through but she was very supportive and brave. We had lots of fun as when our school haveoutdoor camps, we are not allowed to do belaying on our own but here at OBS, we are given a chance to entrust our safety to each other and help our friends belay. In the afternoon after lunch, we learnt hoe to kayak with our buddy and also the wet escape. Theresa and i are good buddies but as both of us are not strong enough, we were quite slow but we still managed to catch up and have all the fun we wanted. We than kayaked to another campsite and camped there for the night. Pei Lee taught us how to cook outdoors and the whole group had fun cooking the meals and we had so much fun. The meal was delicious. It;s a busy day for us and there was a storm at night and the tent i was sleeping in almost topple off. We were all evavuated as the storm was cat1. It was great to experience storm during the camp. Pei Lee and the other instructors were very caring and i would say that they are one of the best instuctors i have met. Million Thanks to them. The next day would be a fun, exciting and tiring day.

31/10 Wednesday

Today would be the third day of the course and we are told that we will be having sea expedition the whole day around the whole of pulau ubin. I changed my partner to Eddie so as to be able to keep up the pace with the rest. Eddie was a great buddy. His a very nice guy i can say. Haha!!! We all had lunch at sea and the sea was lik a home to us as we did everything even small and big business there. Actually i did not do that la but if any of us have the urge to do 'it' just jump into the sea and just do 'it' lik how it is lik at the toilet. LOL. It was a long trip of 9 hours out at sea before we finally reach back to camp 1. It was quite an adventurous trip out at sea but because of the long hoursat sea we all got land sick instead of sea sick. It was shaky when i first step back on land. After all this kayaking, we finally get to have freach meals again but most of us are too 'shaky' to eat much. It's a tiring day and all of us wanted to rest as early as possible and prepare for the next day's activity which is trekking and raft building. I was half lucky and half unlucky as my head hurts from the heat on the head by the kayak the previous day and was send to the medical centre. luncky because i got to sleep on bed with pillows and blanket but unlucky because i didn't get to be with my friends. Hope that the next day would be a better day.

1/10 Thursday

Today was the fourth day at camp. Didn't have much fun today as i was send back to singapore for a check up at sengkang polyclinic because of the head injury which i think was not so serious. had a long wait at the clinic for registration and also for the doctor. reach there about 8 after taking breakfast with my group and got back aroud 11 just in time for lunch but without my group but with 3 other guys who are either sick or injured. Feel so odd one out lah!!! Didn't get to go trekking with my group and do raft buiding as there is no way to be able to find them as they were mobile in the afternoon. Ate my medicine and slept the whole afternoon lik a pig sia!!! At night someone was send back to medical centre because of some reason which i think is better not to tok abt, i was awoken den. the instructor told be to get ready to go back with them but because i took the medicine from that doctor which made me drowsy and want to sleep i didn't manage to go back with them. So disappointing. Haiz... Wasn't a very exciting nor interesting day after all...

2/10 Friday

Today was the last day of camp and nothing much today. I was finally back with my group but not for activities but for clean up and pack up time. I had my breakfast first which they didn't have and helped them to clean and wash up all the tents, cooking equipments and also to unpack the haversacks and brush them clean for storage. we packed up the storage arranging everything in order and make sure that there's nothing missing but we didn't manage to have all the tent pegs and got 14 of them missing and therefore in the end we got to pay 50 cents each. we had fun packing up and we did some admin stuff with our dear instructor pei lee. she returned us all our valuables which all of us missed and had a reflection time. we are asked to write a letter to ourselves and it would be send to us in abt 4 months time. We all wrote little remarks for Pei Lee and we are all going to miss her and each other after we go back to singapore. We presented the certificates to each other and said many thanks and wishes to each other. It was good that we took down everyone's contacts so tat we could all keep in touch after the camp. AI and QUEST RAWKS!!! After debrief, we took photos and continue the quest of taking down contacts from each other. I miss all my new friends.... Hip Hip Hooray to OBS and also the intructors!!!!

:)

Hiaz long time never blog le. it has been a long month for me..... exams and rehearsals. i've been quite busy at the moment but it'll all come to an end and i'll be free to have my holidays! so happy when i get my final year results and i passed all my subjects making me able to be promoted to sec 4 next year but i felt sad for my friends that might not be able to and i hope that they would pass their promotion test which has been held on friday. Good luck to all my friends. Now i'm preparing for a perfomance held at the victoria theatre and i'm very nervous. it's the first time i've ever performed there. hope that the performance tonight would be a successful one and all of us can be relieved and have our holidays peacefully!!! haha!!! Wish me all the luck for the performance. After this i would be preparing to go for the OBS camp and would be away for a week. i love camps. i enjoy camps. hooray!!! but i dun lik the extended curriculum time after the camp. JIA YOU!!! all this study torture would all come to an end.

haiz... today was a boring day. felt that every lesson passes very slowly and dunno when will all the lessons end and when can i finally go home? it was so boring that i didn't pay attention to almost every lesson and had finished reading a book today during all the lessons! y huh? is it because the weather this few days are so bad that made almost everyone in class not in the mood to study any of the subjects? but i do agree that it is very warm this few days and all i want the whole day in school was to have every lesson end fast so that i can go home and have a cold bath... but now have to study study study because the end of year exams are coming... can't afford to fail any subjects because i know that myy english isn't that good... Have to work harder!... wake up sleepy heads!!! Its time to study!!! End Of YEar Exam is onli 4 more days away!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Hey Yoz Pals long time never put in my own thoughts for your to know liao. but to start of afresh i would like to tok on someone who would wan me to tok on her very much. she is shanel see. Birdy!!! I now writing on you leh! Okay! she is a very FUNNY person who likes to joke around in school and today when she tok abt blog ahe said she wanted me to write something on her so now i am writing something on her. HAHA!!! She very FUNNNY AND CUTE and alot of people loves her. i hope to be friends with her forever la. She loves to play around but knows when to stop and study hard for her exams. HOPE YOU WOULD PASS YOUR END OF YEAR EXAM WITH FLYING COLOURS SHANEL!!! BEST PAL!!! KEEP IN TOUCH when we all graduate K?

All right i'll say up to here for today!
Hope all of my friends would pass their exams with flying colours!
JIA YOU!!!

The World is Going Round Me!