wth!!! i damn pissed of sia!!! kana insulted!!! why must my life be so miserable? y must i go through all this that is unnecessary? can't i just live a peaceful life woth no homeworks and exams to worry and nothing else to bother abt!!! i wan a new lease of life where i can plan whatever i wan in it!!! LORD!!! SAVE ME!!! For now i can onli try to concentrate on my studies as far as possible and do whatever i can to compensate myself. no one compensate me den i'll do it myself and my way!!! i would try to make myself as happy as possible so as not to let myself down!!! wat a terrible weekend including today!!!

today didn't have much fun too... study study and still study but we had 2 free periods because mr tan never come. he sick..poor think must pray and wish that he would recover ok? he is a very good teacher i can say... but today feel quite a little bit cheated la cause i waited for that damn zhou for like 1 hour than and i msg her plus call her so many time no reply and even hang up my phone later after 1 hour than she call back say cause our dear Mr Lau wanted to go out to eat like farewell lunch la than she went and forget to msg me abt it... made me wait at the dance rm like some can of a stupid idoit nothing to do leh!!! i was hungry bu then also lor!!! so angry!!! haiz but nevermind all this torturing lessons and get cheated my teacher will all come to an end so i will close one eyes and continue to walk down their pathway to success!!! so... JIAYOU!!!

its another long day today... usually our class can go back the earliest one but today have to stay till 2 and C class got to go home first...haiz... tiring sia why must have extended curriculum? i wan holiday so tat can relax more and have a more relaxed heart to go for o levels next year mah... now so tiring where got the heart and mind to study at home when got free time all the free time surely wan to go play liao ma... lik tat then later parents nag say we always play never study... who's fault? our fault huh?.... wan go out play with friends also cannot liao la in the end... people tomorrow go sentosa play with friends from OBS i got to go out with my parents not fair sia... evrytime say never gib my father time who say so? everytime we free he cannot go out than we go ourself when he free we not free he say must make time for him... where got lik this one?... i dun care liao my class chalet BBQ i wan to go and i wan my mum to pay for the expenses... take it as my reward for 'accompany' my dad la... everytime go out with him onli sit down there listen to him tok to his friend, we this kids also got nothing to do very boring leh... must think about us ma always go to those place where the adults can sit down and tok their stuff but the kids got nothing to do there unfair sia!!!! all i wish now is free time to do things on my own free will!!!!

It's the third day back at singapore from the OBS trip to pulau ubin le. SO SO miss the new frenz i have made during that seems long but short five days camp. Today got to go back to school to continue with that stupid extended curriculum and have to study study andstudy non stop again untill 2 weeks later than finally going to be our real holiday leh. no much difference from primary school this yr lor--end abt same time for holiday lor...no fun. Haiz.... but damn funny today sia. went back school all kana become brown people den our classmates over there say the guys lik change liao let me think of a word to describe them... eh.... ah "chaota" haha... some them eager la wear the OBS shirts liao. Pei Zhen still cannot get over the "yoz" thing and whenever she sees me will damn high then short "yoz" with the action which can say is Washington's motto la... All of us couldn't help but to miss all the AI friends me have made during the camp. we all can't wait for the gathering that is still being organised. Hope that everyone including me can turn up la... i still dunno myself cause i might have something on so must see first lor but hope can go. sentosa leh~very long never go liao by the way haha...3 days onli but feel lik long time no see le. must keep in contact sia... call... msg... anything la. it would be another day tmr.

OBS Camp [Journal]

29/10 Monday

Today was the first day we reach pulau ubin OBS camp. It was exciting and interesting as our school for this 5 days 4 nights camp. We played many interesting games like human tangeling, "grass and wind" game which is the trust fall. I have learnt that for whatever we do, we have to plan and discuss among team members and to trust among team mates when we are in our team mates when we are in a team. Another game are activity in specific is the belaying game where we are taughts about trust again. The activities are fun and interesting but tiring. In camps, trust is very important between team mates during a camp. I definitely enjoyed the activities& made alot of friends.

30/10 Tuesday

Today was the second day of the OBS course and i'm very excited about the activities we're going to have for the day. we are told that we are going kayaking after lunch and therfore in morning we had high element activities. The high element activitiy was fun and wonderful as it is the first time i'm having a buddy climb with my friend pei zhen. She was a good partner although she was scared halfway through but she was very supportive and brave. We had lots of fun as when our school haveoutdoor camps, we are not allowed to do belaying on our own but here at OBS, we are given a chance to entrust our safety to each other and help our friends belay. In the afternoon after lunch, we learnt hoe to kayak with our buddy and also the wet escape. Theresa and i are good buddies but as both of us are not strong enough, we were quite slow but we still managed to catch up and have all the fun we wanted. We than kayaked to another campsite and camped there for the night. Pei Lee taught us how to cook outdoors and the whole group had fun cooking the meals and we had so much fun. The meal was delicious. It;s a busy day for us and there was a storm at night and the tent i was sleeping in almost topple off. We were all evavuated as the storm was cat1. It was great to experience storm during the camp. Pei Lee and the other instructors were very caring and i would say that they are one of the best instuctors i have met. Million Thanks to them. The next day would be a fun, exciting and tiring day.

31/10 Wednesday

Today would be the third day of the course and we are told that we will be having sea expedition the whole day around the whole of pulau ubin. I changed my partner to Eddie so as to be able to keep up the pace with the rest. Eddie was a great buddy. His a very nice guy i can say. Haha!!! We all had lunch at sea and the sea was lik a home to us as we did everything even small and big business there. Actually i did not do that la but if any of us have the urge to do 'it' just jump into the sea and just do 'it' lik how it is lik at the toilet. LOL. It was a long trip of 9 hours out at sea before we finally reach back to camp 1. It was quite an adventurous trip out at sea but because of the long hoursat sea we all got land sick instead of sea sick. It was shaky when i first step back on land. After all this kayaking, we finally get to have freach meals again but most of us are too 'shaky' to eat much. It's a tiring day and all of us wanted to rest as early as possible and prepare for the next day's activity which is trekking and raft building. I was half lucky and half unlucky as my head hurts from the heat on the head by the kayak the previous day and was send to the medical centre. luncky because i got to sleep on bed with pillows and blanket but unlucky because i didn't get to be with my friends. Hope that the next day would be a better day.

1/10 Thursday

Today was the fourth day at camp. Didn't have much fun today as i was send back to singapore for a check up at sengkang polyclinic because of the head injury which i think was not so serious. had a long wait at the clinic for registration and also for the doctor. reach there about 8 after taking breakfast with my group and got back aroud 11 just in time for lunch but without my group but with 3 other guys who are either sick or injured. Feel so odd one out lah!!! Didn't get to go trekking with my group and do raft buiding as there is no way to be able to find them as they were mobile in the afternoon. Ate my medicine and slept the whole afternoon lik a pig sia!!! At night someone was send back to medical centre because of some reason which i think is better not to tok abt, i was awoken den. the instructor told be to get ready to go back with them but because i took the medicine from that doctor which made me drowsy and want to sleep i didn't manage to go back with them. So disappointing. Haiz... Wasn't a very exciting nor interesting day after all...

2/10 Friday

Today was the last day of camp and nothing much today. I was finally back with my group but not for activities but for clean up and pack up time. I had my breakfast first which they didn't have and helped them to clean and wash up all the tents, cooking equipments and also to unpack the haversacks and brush them clean for storage. we packed up the storage arranging everything in order and make sure that there's nothing missing but we didn't manage to have all the tent pegs and got 14 of them missing and therefore in the end we got to pay 50 cents each. we had fun packing up and we did some admin stuff with our dear instructor pei lee. she returned us all our valuables which all of us missed and had a reflection time. we are asked to write a letter to ourselves and it would be send to us in abt 4 months time. We all wrote little remarks for Pei Lee and we are all going to miss her and each other after we go back to singapore. We presented the certificates to each other and said many thanks and wishes to each other. It was good that we took down everyone's contacts so tat we could all keep in touch after the camp. AI and QUEST RAWKS!!! After debrief, we took photos and continue the quest of taking down contacts from each other. I miss all my new friends.... Hip Hip Hooray to OBS and also the intructors!!!!

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