HI!

Hello!

I'm back. been lazy updating blog and i was thinking of creating hand-written journal instead. Anyway have been reading some books but have yet to finish them and so cant intro any yet. Many things have happened, good and bad, happy, sad and angry. But all thing had had their exit.

I wouldnt say i have a perfect life story or a exciting one. Everything is normal and many things have changed. i think i've changed too, in some way. but not sure if its noticeable yet. Trying hard to change the way i want it to be and hoping to be better :)
My bf has asked me to change in someways, some i think is true and helpful, some are just not being who i am which i consider not changing, especially after a talk with him about himself, i too would like him to change some stuff but he said that he wouldnt be him. so if i make myself change to something not i wanted, it wouldnt be me.

No matter what, i know i'm not a totally nicey nicey person nor a totally bad person. just normal and so i do want to change to be a nicer person (i always wanted) like how i acknowledge having bad temper and sometimes in some situation impatient and strong headed which is totally not helping la! so i'll change that :)

what a exciting year (at least for me as i've been through many things myself) and it's coming to an end. Have you prepared yourself for the season and a new year coming? i'm still preparing...

May all the best to all my readers,
(i not be updating as often anymore)

Loves,
Charmaine

Reflection

Recently many many unpleasant things happen and it made me go crazy. Thinking very immaturely and not being my usual self. Nothing was going right and it made me feel so helpless and lost....

I feel sick for one whole week and its not getting much better.....

Its time to take some time off and sit down and thing through things properly, just thinking, reflecting and nothing else.

I sat down and think through things one by one and realise that i wasn't really thinking and processing things all along and making the wrong decisions or made the decisions and regret it because i wasn't able to get what i want. I think i was stubborn. I wasn't being the strong and perspective person i used to be. My strong self is getting tired and giving in. I need rest.

There are things that i have to let go and let the situation take control. let God help with the flow. I have to learn to release my grip on things before my hands start to bleed.

Now, i'm more relax and cleared many thoughts and have made some decisions to change in the way i do things. I guess i just can't be strong forever in all things. I am a normal person too and i have to admit it. 

It's time for a rest :)

Haha!~ Another Book Read!

MORE BOOKS!!!!

Hello!~ Sorry for the lack of posts!

If you do realise, i'm very into books recently and all my posts are on books!!!!

YES! Another 2 books are read!!!!

This book (above) is my all time favourite childhood book and i've read it i think about 2 times and i've taken it out again to read making it 3! Still loving the little girl in the story. How i wish my kindergarden school is held in a train too!!! 

Want to know what i'm talking about? READ IT!!!!!

Another book that i re-read is Charlotte's Web - Another all time favourite childhood story!

It's about a pig's story of survivor from being slaughtered and consumed with the help of this friends especially this special spider - Charlotte

The moral of the story in this book is to be humble.

Want to know how the spider helps this cute little pig escape death and how it teaches humbleness? 

READ! Hahahahahaha!!!!!

OKIES! Thats all for today. Stay tuned for more book recommendations by ME! :D

The Measures of a Young Man

Hello all!,

Today i'm going to intro another book to my dearest blog readers. This book is our study books in church youth fellowship and its very motivational as it talks about how we can make a difference by talking to our close ones and building relationships along the way. When we face with difficulties and challenges how we are to face it with faith in God and pray for his guidance and to brave to face the challenge. :)

Backcover:
When his son, Kenton, was in junior high, pastor and bestselling suthor Gene Getz wrote a series of letters to him baed on 1 Timonthy 4:12: "No one should despise your youth; instead, you should be an example to the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith, in purity." Out of that powerful, life-shaping verse, Gene drew seven principles that he hoped would inspire Kenton to become a young man of faith, strength and godly character. Gene knew that true manhood doesn't happen by accident, and he prayed that his son would choose the right path.

In The Measure of a Young Man, Gene and Kenton, who is now a husband and father of five, have teamed up to share those seven principles with you. Inside, you'll be challenged to find your identity in Christ and to set high standards for yourself in words , in daily living, in loving others, in growing your faith and in sexuality. Good choices in these areas of life are what separate the men from the boys. Which will you be?

I don't understand....

It's always said that parents know their child best but sometimes it doesn't seems that way to me. They have troubles with their work but we also has ours in life. It's always so coincidental that whenever I meet with mine, either of my parents will come and ask me for help in something or just ask something. When you face problems you will usually hate people to come bother you. But I already tried my best to help as much as I can but they just always thinks that I'm not doing enough and thinks that u have attitude problem or bit sincere in helping at all. Den I get scolded -_-" the worse thing is it breaks my heart when he says that he 白疼我了. They face problem, not happy can release. I face problem, not happy cannot release. I totally can't understand la!!! Yea people don't usually bother about ppl but themselves. But maybe because I do that's what make me feel bad and sad. I want to take it easy but my years just decided to run down my cheeks. Well I feel better now after venting it here and talking it out to someone. I guess i'll just have to continue to learn to take such things as norms and hopefully in time I won't take things so hard on myself. Time to watch some comedy to make me feel happier :) Bye bye and good nights :)

Happy Valentine's Day!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

To all my loved ones and to whom loves me :)

Seremban Trip - Malaysia!

Hi everyone!,

I'm sorry with the lack of updates! so i'm compensating with some photos from my trip to malaysia (i seldom post photo story oh!)

First trip to Malaysia on a night ride on the train! it took us 6hrs to reach our destination!!!!

Finally reached and taking a rest at my uncle's place before booking in to our hotel!

Whats better than a durian feast in Malaysia? We even got freshly plucked coconut too!

Eating ice-cream with my cousin. Their unique cone attracts all of us!~

Visit to one of the high class resorts nearby where we stay...

Final day and a BIG FAMILY photoshoot!!!!

Had a wonderful day at the beach with half of my cousins!!!! heehee!!!

And off course our final day shopping! bought some stuff but i like my new room slippers best! :)