Hello!
I'm back. been lazy updating blog and i was thinking of creating hand-written journal instead. Anyway have been reading some books but have yet to finish them and so cant intro any yet. Many things have happened, good and bad, happy, sad and angry. But all thing had had their exit.
I wouldnt say i have a perfect life story or a exciting one. Everything is normal and many things have changed. i think i've changed too, in some way. but not sure if its noticeable yet. Trying hard to change the way i want it to be and hoping to be better :)
My bf has asked me to change in someways, some i think is true and helpful, some are just not being who i am which i consider not changing, especially after a talk with him about himself, i too would like him to change some stuff but he said that he wouldnt be him. so if i make myself change to something not i wanted, it wouldnt be me.
No matter what, i know i'm not a totally nicey nicey person nor a totally bad person. just normal and so i do want to change to be a nicer person (i always wanted) like how i acknowledge having bad temper and sometimes in some situation impatient and strong headed which is totally not helping la! so i'll change that :)
what a exciting year (at least for me as i've been through many things myself) and it's coming to an end. Have you prepared yourself for the season and a new year coming? i'm still preparing...
May all the best to all my readers,
(i not be updating as often anymore)
Loves,
Charmaine
