Christmas is near the corner!!! how many days more? lets see.... erm 6 more days to christmas!!!

long time no time to come and post something le.... was busy at school for marketing for the past weeks and got to do alot of school work plus projects and go for tuitions... finally now can relax for more days in a week le just have to go for tuition and the rest of the time is totally free... yay!!!! wondering what i would get for christmas this year -- hope is something that i would most probably want and not those that i already have and got no use in the end also give other people if not throw away... now i would put most of my time planning for my new bedroom which would be finisheg probably by june 2008 and i can't wait for it to be completed as i have always longed to have a room to myself and now i finally could have one so i must plan how i would decorate my personal bedroom... not much to tok about now cause about time to off computer le so maybe post on what happened during marketing day on next post? gtg...bb

wth!!! i damn pissed of sia!!! kana insulted!!! why must my life be so miserable? y must i go through all this that is unnecessary? can't i just live a peaceful life woth no homeworks and exams to worry and nothing else to bother abt!!! i wan a new lease of life where i can plan whatever i wan in it!!! LORD!!! SAVE ME!!! For now i can onli try to concentrate on my studies as far as possible and do whatever i can to compensate myself. no one compensate me den i'll do it myself and my way!!! i would try to make myself as happy as possible so as not to let myself down!!! wat a terrible weekend including today!!!

today didn't have much fun too... study study and still study but we had 2 free periods because mr tan never come. he sick..poor think must pray and wish that he would recover ok? he is a very good teacher i can say... but today feel quite a little bit cheated la cause i waited for that damn zhou for like 1 hour than and i msg her plus call her so many time no reply and even hang up my phone later after 1 hour than she call back say cause our dear Mr Lau wanted to go out to eat like farewell lunch la than she went and forget to msg me abt it... made me wait at the dance rm like some can of a stupid idoit nothing to do leh!!! i was hungry bu then also lor!!! so angry!!! haiz but nevermind all this torturing lessons and get cheated my teacher will all come to an end so i will close one eyes and continue to walk down their pathway to success!!! so... JIAYOU!!!

its another long day today... usually our class can go back the earliest one but today have to stay till 2 and C class got to go home first...haiz... tiring sia why must have extended curriculum? i wan holiday so tat can relax more and have a more relaxed heart to go for o levels next year mah... now so tiring where got the heart and mind to study at home when got free time all the free time surely wan to go play liao ma... lik tat then later parents nag say we always play never study... who's fault? our fault huh?.... wan go out play with friends also cannot liao la in the end... people tomorrow go sentosa play with friends from OBS i got to go out with my parents not fair sia... evrytime say never gib my father time who say so? everytime we free he cannot go out than we go ourself when he free we not free he say must make time for him... where got lik this one?... i dun care liao my class chalet BBQ i wan to go and i wan my mum to pay for the expenses... take it as my reward for 'accompany' my dad la... everytime go out with him onli sit down there listen to him tok to his friend, we this kids also got nothing to do very boring leh... must think about us ma always go to those place where the adults can sit down and tok their stuff but the kids got nothing to do there unfair sia!!!! all i wish now is free time to do things on my own free will!!!!

It's the third day back at singapore from the OBS trip to pulau ubin le. SO SO miss the new frenz i have made during that seems long but short five days camp. Today got to go back to school to continue with that stupid extended curriculum and have to study study andstudy non stop again untill 2 weeks later than finally going to be our real holiday leh. no much difference from primary school this yr lor--end abt same time for holiday lor...no fun. Haiz.... but damn funny today sia. went back school all kana become brown people den our classmates over there say the guys lik change liao let me think of a word to describe them... eh.... ah "chaota" haha... some them eager la wear the OBS shirts liao. Pei Zhen still cannot get over the "yoz" thing and whenever she sees me will damn high then short "yoz" with the action which can say is Washington's motto la... All of us couldn't help but to miss all the AI friends me have made during the camp. we all can't wait for the gathering that is still being organised. Hope that everyone including me can turn up la... i still dunno myself cause i might have something on so must see first lor but hope can go. sentosa leh~very long never go liao by the way haha...3 days onli but feel lik long time no see le. must keep in contact sia... call... msg... anything la. it would be another day tmr.

OBS Camp [Journal]

29/10 Monday

Today was the first day we reach pulau ubin OBS camp. It was exciting and interesting as our school for this 5 days 4 nights camp. We played many interesting games like human tangeling, "grass and wind" game which is the trust fall. I have learnt that for whatever we do, we have to plan and discuss among team members and to trust among team mates when we are in our team mates when we are in a team. Another game are activity in specific is the belaying game where we are taughts about trust again. The activities are fun and interesting but tiring. In camps, trust is very important between team mates during a camp. I definitely enjoyed the activities& made alot of friends.

30/10 Tuesday

Today was the second day of the OBS course and i'm very excited about the activities we're going to have for the day. we are told that we are going kayaking after lunch and therfore in morning we had high element activities. The high element activitiy was fun and wonderful as it is the first time i'm having a buddy climb with my friend pei zhen. She was a good partner although she was scared halfway through but she was very supportive and brave. We had lots of fun as when our school haveoutdoor camps, we are not allowed to do belaying on our own but here at OBS, we are given a chance to entrust our safety to each other and help our friends belay. In the afternoon after lunch, we learnt hoe to kayak with our buddy and also the wet escape. Theresa and i are good buddies but as both of us are not strong enough, we were quite slow but we still managed to catch up and have all the fun we wanted. We than kayaked to another campsite and camped there for the night. Pei Lee taught us how to cook outdoors and the whole group had fun cooking the meals and we had so much fun. The meal was delicious. It;s a busy day for us and there was a storm at night and the tent i was sleeping in almost topple off. We were all evavuated as the storm was cat1. It was great to experience storm during the camp. Pei Lee and the other instructors were very caring and i would say that they are one of the best instuctors i have met. Million Thanks to them. The next day would be a fun, exciting and tiring day.

31/10 Wednesday

Today would be the third day of the course and we are told that we will be having sea expedition the whole day around the whole of pulau ubin. I changed my partner to Eddie so as to be able to keep up the pace with the rest. Eddie was a great buddy. His a very nice guy i can say. Haha!!! We all had lunch at sea and the sea was lik a home to us as we did everything even small and big business there. Actually i did not do that la but if any of us have the urge to do 'it' just jump into the sea and just do 'it' lik how it is lik at the toilet. LOL. It was a long trip of 9 hours out at sea before we finally reach back to camp 1. It was quite an adventurous trip out at sea but because of the long hoursat sea we all got land sick instead of sea sick. It was shaky when i first step back on land. After all this kayaking, we finally get to have freach meals again but most of us are too 'shaky' to eat much. It's a tiring day and all of us wanted to rest as early as possible and prepare for the next day's activity which is trekking and raft building. I was half lucky and half unlucky as my head hurts from the heat on the head by the kayak the previous day and was send to the medical centre. luncky because i got to sleep on bed with pillows and blanket but unlucky because i didn't get to be with my friends. Hope that the next day would be a better day.

1/10 Thursday

Today was the fourth day at camp. Didn't have much fun today as i was send back to singapore for a check up at sengkang polyclinic because of the head injury which i think was not so serious. had a long wait at the clinic for registration and also for the doctor. reach there about 8 after taking breakfast with my group and got back aroud 11 just in time for lunch but without my group but with 3 other guys who are either sick or injured. Feel so odd one out lah!!! Didn't get to go trekking with my group and do raft buiding as there is no way to be able to find them as they were mobile in the afternoon. Ate my medicine and slept the whole afternoon lik a pig sia!!! At night someone was send back to medical centre because of some reason which i think is better not to tok abt, i was awoken den. the instructor told be to get ready to go back with them but because i took the medicine from that doctor which made me drowsy and want to sleep i didn't manage to go back with them. So disappointing. Haiz... Wasn't a very exciting nor interesting day after all...

2/10 Friday

Today was the last day of camp and nothing much today. I was finally back with my group but not for activities but for clean up and pack up time. I had my breakfast first which they didn't have and helped them to clean and wash up all the tents, cooking equipments and also to unpack the haversacks and brush them clean for storage. we packed up the storage arranging everything in order and make sure that there's nothing missing but we didn't manage to have all the tent pegs and got 14 of them missing and therefore in the end we got to pay 50 cents each. we had fun packing up and we did some admin stuff with our dear instructor pei lee. she returned us all our valuables which all of us missed and had a reflection time. we are asked to write a letter to ourselves and it would be send to us in abt 4 months time. We all wrote little remarks for Pei Lee and we are all going to miss her and each other after we go back to singapore. We presented the certificates to each other and said many thanks and wishes to each other. It was good that we took down everyone's contacts so tat we could all keep in touch after the camp. AI and QUEST RAWKS!!! After debrief, we took photos and continue the quest of taking down contacts from each other. I miss all my new friends.... Hip Hip Hooray to OBS and also the intructors!!!!

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Hiaz long time never blog le. it has been a long month for me..... exams and rehearsals. i've been quite busy at the moment but it'll all come to an end and i'll be free to have my holidays! so happy when i get my final year results and i passed all my subjects making me able to be promoted to sec 4 next year but i felt sad for my friends that might not be able to and i hope that they would pass their promotion test which has been held on friday. Good luck to all my friends. Now i'm preparing for a perfomance held at the victoria theatre and i'm very nervous. it's the first time i've ever performed there. hope that the performance tonight would be a successful one and all of us can be relieved and have our holidays peacefully!!! haha!!! Wish me all the luck for the performance. After this i would be preparing to go for the OBS camp and would be away for a week. i love camps. i enjoy camps. hooray!!! but i dun lik the extended curriculum time after the camp. JIA YOU!!! all this study torture would all come to an end.

haiz... today was a boring day. felt that every lesson passes very slowly and dunno when will all the lessons end and when can i finally go home? it was so boring that i didn't pay attention to almost every lesson and had finished reading a book today during all the lessons! y huh? is it because the weather this few days are so bad that made almost everyone in class not in the mood to study any of the subjects? but i do agree that it is very warm this few days and all i want the whole day in school was to have every lesson end fast so that i can go home and have a cold bath... but now have to study study study because the end of year exams are coming... can't afford to fail any subjects because i know that myy english isn't that good... Have to work harder!... wake up sleepy heads!!! Its time to study!!! End Of YEar Exam is onli 4 more days away!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Hey Yoz Pals long time never put in my own thoughts for your to know liao. but to start of afresh i would like to tok on someone who would wan me to tok on her very much. she is shanel see. Birdy!!! I now writing on you leh! Okay! she is a very FUNNY person who likes to joke around in school and today when she tok abt blog ahe said she wanted me to write something on her so now i am writing something on her. HAHA!!! She very FUNNNY AND CUTE and alot of people loves her. i hope to be friends with her forever la. She loves to play around but knows when to stop and study hard for her exams. HOPE YOU WOULD PASS YOUR END OF YEAR EXAM WITH FLYING COLOURS SHANEL!!! BEST PAL!!! KEEP IN TOUCH when we all graduate K?

All right i'll say up to here for today!
Hope all of my friends would pass their exams with flying colours!
JIA YOU!!!

The World is Going Round Me!

Trust in the Lord with all your hearts and lean not on your Own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God, and the peace of God which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philipians 4:6-7

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who persecuted bacause of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are you when people insult you persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who are before you.
Matthew 5:3-12

'though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and feilds produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet i will rejoice in the Lord, i will be joyful in God my saviour.'
Habakkuk 3:17,18

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
Psalms 23:1-6

wat the hell go and complain teacher also... so bui ba... teacher toking to her also looking else where... guilty huh?... wat for? since she say she is NOT in the wrong... huh?... trying to compete with me?... come la... i not scared.... also that stupid passerby... you wan to tok abt be go on.. i am not scared of you because i am not wat you think i am... i am not acting cute nor am i acting pitiful... i am just stating the fact and if you bui song come and confront me face to face la... say wat dun ask you to tok to me face to face... is it you scared?... dun know me also can meet face to face one mah.... you have no rights to stop wat i am going to write and also have no rights to tok bad abt me since you say you dun know me... so shut up!... i am getting veri irritated now... dun make me flare up!!!

Haiz... wasn't veri happy yesterday... screamed in class at every one... but it wasn't totally my fault...i was juz doing my work and the stupid waterbabies came flying at me!... worst still is tat they split water on my work... i damn pissed off... i didn't want to scream yesterday but i couldn't hold myself... i couldn't take it anymore especially that phui see... dun say abt her liao... say le will vocano erupt one... i was tired... i wasn't in good mood... i juz wanted to rest... why must i go through all this stuff when i juz wanted a simple life?... i am not onli tired physically now but also mentally... who can help me?... who can save me from all this misery and bring me to a quiet place to rest?... Lord please hold me and pull me through... pull me through all the difficulties that i will face... Now i just wan to rest my mind and focus on my studies and get good grades so that i can leave this stupid place where i don't have to tolerate HER anymore!!! I'M TIRED!!!

yo frenzz.... long time no update my blog le.... so sian now a days and also veri tired... i dunno wat to say but i really dunno wat should i do... how?... who can help me..... set me free from all this trouble.... i just wan to be simple and relaxed... HELP!!!! tell me wat should i do... plsss...

Yozzy! long time no update my blog le~~ no time sia.....now got time liao...haha! today our school sports day 2007 went there but not happy cause i got my waist injured cannot move about much so very sad... thinking why so sway yesterday is dance practice than today is sport day than very bu qiao?... if yesterday never get injured today i sure very high wan!!! but even if i not high today mdm nur laila also cannot any how swing that PONG PONG at me and hannah mah lik she is having spring cleaning than me and hannah is the shelves that she need to sweep the dust off us....! me and hannah got so irritated today!!! mdm nur laila vewry funny lor! today over there zi high!! can't stand her.... actually today wanna go out with hannah they all one but than i cannot go le but in de end they also never go out! zzz.... tommorrow i'm still going out lor.... why? because tommorrow my birthday mah!!! turning 15 one year older liao...sorry got to go liao i have tuition so sian everytime got tuition till i very tired...bb

haiz... so tiring~~school just started onli 4 a week than got so many homework le.... why? i tink not even a week yet lor.....torturing xia~~i want to complain liao la!! i want to skip school le la!!!! i am starting to hate coming to school already la!!!! HELP!!! i'm suffocated in the world of homework!!!!! SIAN!

yoz... juz came back yesterday from a 3 days 2 night camp at school..... tis time our dance camp we combined with the wu shu members... we played lots of games and r all so tired.... i'm lacking sleep here man! 2 nights onli sleep abt 4~5 hrs onli noe....my goodness... hope that i won't turn into a oanda bear with those big big eyes and surrounded by eye bags and blacky eyes! haiz~~ now i got back ache and also small injuries all over mii o chei all around and scratches all over my goodness so ugly.... must wear long pants 4 de time being le.... so sleepy now...but dunno why i can't sleep...although tiring but fun so hope that next year can still have tis type of camp but hope that its a camp with onli fun and laughters and not practices.... this year the SYF very hard to maintain sliver or even get a bronze... our dance ending haven't even conplete yet and we onli left with less than a month!~~my goodness~~ i think we can forget abt getting any bronze or higher onli can get a certificate of participation le.... but if possible hope that we can complete and polish the steps in time and give our best performance lor... haiz~~~

sry so long time nvr post anything liao...the last sunday of 2006 hav just passed and mii and my church mates had it so called 'torturing' cause our seniors designed a game call 'fear factor' your might noe wat we might hav been playing la cause 'fear factor' is shown on channel 5 mah... the game is like you hav to eat disgusting things la and tat is real awful lor...although for my church activity is not so awful wan but is still very 'torturing' cause wat we had is fruits with different sauces like unripe bannana with soya sauce, apple soaked in vinegar with kaya, lemon with black sweet sauce, mango with wasabie curry and dragon fruit with oyster sauce...my group got the dragon fruit with osyter sauce wan and is like so so salty lor...need damn lot of water to wash of the taste...yuck... can't forget abt it... the seniors are clever lor they torture us befor they graduate from the teenage group...my class say next time we also want to torture the juniors...heehee... today is 2nd january 2007 is the second day of the new yr so i'm wishing all my friends a be-lated happy new year!